day/night.
as happy as i am, or as much fun (quite a lot, actually) as i have spending time with the following people for the past 5 days...--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
saturday: seafood dinner with the family at hawa restaurant and shopping at mustafa centre (my dad bought me new running shoes!). this was especially rare for me since i'm usually busy spending quality time with alfiyan during the weekends.
oh and in the day, i hung out with adilah and halimah again, but this time at the boon lay gym.
sunday: bukit gombak gym with khairunnisa. gym never fails to make my day - i think it has a lot to do with my heart pumping faster and the dissipation of the guilt which comes from eating a lot for the past week.
monday was not a very good day for me, as evident from my previous post. all i did was go for my thermal research thing in the day and binge on maggi and hotdogs and cheese crackers at home, before AND after mendaki relief teaching at greenwood primary. how sad am i, eh?
tuesday: shopping with zurah at bugis! (: this is us all cheery 4 dresses, 2 half sweaters and a denim skirt later, despite us both missing our boyfriends like crazy. it's true, shopping is therapeutic! oh and i'm really glad that zurah has finally received some very well-deserved tender loving care tonight! hehe.
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...at night, i still have trouble sleeping - you can see it from the dark circles under my eyes. i can't help feeling restless from the emptiness of knowing that alfiyan's not around. :( i know everyone's sick of me saying this, but i really do miss this adorable boyfriend of mine a lot:
in the words of nilam: "tahan tahan."
sigh.