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Sunday, May 06, 2007

Second attempt. Stupid site.


I had a dream. No! it was more of a nightmare! And this stupid blogger site, JUST didnt wanna post my entry. I typed a previous entry describing this whole nightmare thingy. AND IT CAME OUT A BLANK ENTRY!

Its so (*%*&$ ah.

Anyway, to summarise it all up, the nightmare was about me and nurul having this really heated argument at NUS. Its cause i heard her talking behind my back to a friend(identities are confidential) and i heard her. "Why is he so stupid, such a jerk, a total ass. Always seeing his stupid face." omg, and i was so hurt and fueled by anger at the same time, so i pulled her by the hand and thing was, in the dream she was far stronger than me. She twisted her arm free an slapped me and threw a Rubbish bin at me. I woke up tearing and gasping for air. Its scary to notice that in dreams, you really feel the feelings with respect to the situation occuring in your dream. Its like its really happening. *shivers* balls drop.

I just wanted to say that Nurul always always never fails to make me happy. To make me feel better in the worst of situations. Thats why i sometimes feel that im not good enough for my darling, like my physical attributes and what i do for her. I wanna be a better boyfriend/buddy/husband. Insyallah. i love you baby.

cinaboy laid bare @ 1:20 AM