Civilisation ending...

Yeah 14th June... THE DAY. haha, well yeap thats the day when my physical image will instantly begin its altering course: starting from top to bottom. My hair will go. bye bye sonic, hello monk. LOL. heh, but i loike the new look i bet, cooling, but ugly-fying. hahaha anyway, i will get a new tan! YAY! Plus, i vow to improve my physical condition and earn the small bar on the shoulder. INSYAALLAH.

MOST importantly, i gotta keep my relationship strong. Yes, that's the most challenging of challenging challenges. But hey, i KNOW i can. This stressful thingy, although im quite managing it, is taking a toll on my personality nowadays, i've become sensitive, moody, uptight, selfish etc etc. THIS sucks. I gotta get control mannn c'mon.

I'm beginning to miss nurul whenever we're apart for awhile. Shit man, why is this happening? Gotta relax yan, please.

I know you ppl might be telling nurul that its alright, we gonna pull thru etc and all those comforting words, but PUT yourselves in the picture and think how you would reallly feel if your'e in nurul's situation. I bet nothing could make you feel better la.

Anyway, in there, there's only one thing i will do, that is,to just keep moving forward and get fit.heh. And, My baby here's the main fuel of my motivation. I wo'nt stop thinking bout her. And i promise I will see you (nurul/baby/syg) when i book out. Whenever i book out i will see you alright?:*

Friends of nurul, please take care of nurul when im away on that island. Don't let her get bullied and yeah, and make her feel good bout herself.

It's damn sad to think that both of us will soon be reduced to just voices over Starhub lines.

'Nuff said, this thing is making me tear too.

Oh! and one more thing, I LOVE MY(and forever will be, insya'allah) NURULJANNAH BTE ISHAK LOOOOTS!

If readers are gonna say that i sound so soft, girlish or gay or mushy, go ta hell. MYOB.

Night.