please.
to everyone who's been reading this blog and somehow has a twisted image of how our relationship is like currently, please stop all your witless thoughts and know this. alfiyan is the best boyfriend (as i have mentioned in this blog countless of times), any girl could have ever wished for and that will never change despite all the downs that we've been through.
if i do blog negatively about my darling, do try to squeeze as much of the little brain juice that you have (i do deeply sympathize for you. really). understand that this blog is just an outlet for all my frustrations during the short periods that i am unhappy with him. isn't it, after all, normal for relationships to have their ups and downs? unless, of course, you are stupid enough to think that YOUR relationship is always perfectly happy. hah! your partner is probably screwing your best friend behind your back.
your judgmental attitude is just a reflection of how immature and naive you are, for not knowing that there are always two sides of a story and that this is just MY point of view. so please, think critically now and then. but oh, wait. maybe you just aren't capable of such intellect?
and never try to use what i write in this blog to bring alfiyan and i apart because our relationship is too strong to be shaken by such a minor thing (despite what all you imbeciles have been discussing about us going to break up soon enough).
anw baby, if you're reading this, know that you're the most awesome, sweetest and thoughtful guy (as well as sexy heheh) that i've ever met in my entire life. and i love you sooo much! =)=)