still down.

nothing new to report, just that i'm still PMS-ing. i get annoyed at the smallest things, especially towards my parents nowadays. they are being so unreasonable and not understanding at all towards ain's CCA commitment. anyone would've thought that after 3 years, conflicts about the time band ends and other issues in relation to that would settle down but nooooo my psycho dad just can't let it go. *rolls eyes*

and i still feel like crying over something, but i'm embarrassed to shed tears when there's nothing worth shedding tears over (like not being able to find my pen, for example). and i get hyper-sensitive over the slightest remark or comment concerning how i look (particularly when it comes to my body weight and how fat i am). this occurs with the aid of an over-active mind which decides to read too much into what others say. others being, of course, my boyfriend.

but i can't blame him if he does want to comment because i AM gaining weight.

anw, on another note, i think i've gotten my timetable finalised and tuesday seems to be my heaviest day. this semester i have school every day, unlike the last one, the reason being me having to read 6 modules. but i don't really mind, i guess. it beats staying at home too long which increases the risk of my parents getting on my nerves. which sorts of happens pretty often these days.

oh and it looks like this blog is starting to appear to belong to just one person only (me). alfiyan unfailingly says that he is lazy everytime i persuade him to express his thoughts and feelings out through this channel. oh, well.

PMS aside, alfiyan is as always, being as understanding and sweet as he can to tolerate me and my nonsensical behaviour in such an awful period.

hopefully my next entry would be in a post-PMS and more cheery state. till then!