firsts.

finally the blog's ready to be filled with randomness! :)

as cliched as this is going to sound, time does speed by when i'm enjoying myself. and boy, have i been having the greatest time for the past eight months or so. and for this, i especially thank yan because he's the one who is responsible for the bliss i've been experiencing since the first day we met. ;)

it's hard to believe how it seems like just yesterday that i was feeling exhilarated for completing the utterly dreadful A levels, when i'm just a couple of days away from my very first lecture in university. argh! the nervousness and uncertainty is killing me. what if i can't stay awake during lectures? will i be able to grasp new concepts? what has become of my writing/reading skills? will i be able to do a major of my choice?

stupid bidding system. i can't even secure the 4 basic exposure modules required for the first semester.

how am i supposed to graduate when i can't do a simple thing like getting modules?!

but anyway. i won't be harping on this for too long cuz it'll just bring my spirits down. for now, i'll just continue with the last couple of bidding rounds and proceed on with appeals and stuff like that if all else fails. i'm hoping for the best right now, so pray and hope for the best for me everybody!

well i better go get my hair ready now cuz yan's reaching soon. i can't wait to see him!

later!

p.s. i have cellullite thighs. i saw it myself in the mirror! eek.