ok i definitely can't go to sleep.

i tried reading descartes's second meditation supposedly in preparation for tmrw's philosophy lecture, but that still did not succeed in making me sleepy! :(

i tried calling yan, but he's zonked out. anw tmrw he has a practical session for which he absolutely cannot be late, cuz they're going to boon lay to buy fish for their practical session or something along those lines, so i'd rather not bother him.

though he's probably the best person i should talk to, to get rid of the unwanted rubbish that's stubbornly harboured in my heart and mind.

i am honestly very confused right now. but if there's one thing i'm not confused about, it would be that i love yan very much. really.

well then that's all i want to say. bye.