today i realised i get jealous easily.

and i don't just mean jealous on its own. jealous is one word that i've always known would be listed in the how-can-we-describe-nj list. i believe the more proper expression here would be 'extreeemeeeely jealous'.

just now i was doing some innocent friendster-ing when i came across a girl's profile. a girl so hip, pretty and smart, the words 'ethereal beauty' would do her no justice because she's way more than that. that 5 minutes i spent looking through her photos made me so jealous, i became depressed. which led to me calling yan up to hear his reassuring voice, telling me that everything will be ok.

and so today i also realised that i'm rather pathetic.

i mean, who calls up their boyfriend in the middle of nowhere, who is already stressed enough as it is with completing revision in time for the exams, just to whine about how some girl or other is pretty/sexy/cool?

sigh. i need more confidence.

on another note, i've gotten almost all of my modules! right now i have PS 1101E, MS 1101E, PH 1101E and GEK 1001. i need just one more module to make it all complete.

i cant wait to get everything settled so that i can settle down into university life, and start doing actual work. right now i feel so sluggish from not having to do any school stuff for the past 8 months. i have to BUCK UP.

well ok this is it for today. update again soon!

i miss alfiyan. :(